There's what..? 'Bout one year that I left dA? I think so. I just don't had any time to do my profile and submit shots, and only portal that I was on, is facebook, the most popular and the most simple. Now, I'm in an art college, so we don't work too much, and I got all my time to spend on web: I write a blog, I decided too to remake my dA profile. My camera has a little problem since this holiday, but it was just my false, because I didn't got idea to reintialize it. Now it works and I hope that I could do more shots next week. For a moment, I'm sick and sad too. I have to make some revolution, and it starts now. New love? I don't know, I'm suffering too much for.. Whatever. I have to stop to thinking 'bout that. It's just gone.. I'm droping into my favorite musics, at least, Dionysos and Debout sur le Zinc. I think that it's the only thing who makes me feel alive since september. And that smile too.. No. No more. I will forget, yeah, I can. It's not so difficult that they say, I only have to find someone other; someone better? I thought that I could never met somebody who will be perfect, but this person, unfortunatelly, was and still that. Maybe she made me suffer 'bout thousand times, but it was the most beautiful pain that I never knew. And I don't know if I wan't to fob it, because I really risk to lose my mind if it arrives. But it's too dangerous if it continues like now.. I have to choose and it's too difficult for my little, miserable self. Since some months, I only did bad choices and now I'm too afraid. BUT! I just have to stop to be so plain, because all this shit was just what I was askin' for (I couldn't fall in love with you, I know, you said it just when it started). I think too that my dA's journal is not a good place to write something like that, but however, it's a little bit too late, so I will just post it.